updaties!!!!!!

hmmm........its been damn long since i posted something...so, im here to update!!!!
1. june hols r almost over liao...NNNOOOOOO!!!!!!.... y does it seem to past so fast???
2. i juz had a super duper uper fun m'sia trip...cuz he came together wif us! tats y its freaking fun!
3. super excited...cuz im goin to marina barrage with him !to fly kite...watch sunset bla bla bla...but horh...HE IS NOT MY BF...DUN GETTIT WRONG!...hehehe
4.i haven finished my poem yet...zzzz stewpid poem...
5. 6 joy 2nd class gathering is coming! on friday! <3 WOOTS! luv esther n weilin for organising tis gathering! CAN'T WAIT FOR IT!

woots!

YARH!!! im so happy! the holidays have officially started! woots!!! and im finally enrolled as a guide! =D wootsy! luckily the question asked was easy...

need you now...

seriously...tis song is so true
here the lyrics...
Picture perfect memories scattered all around the floor
Reachin for the phone cause I can't fight it anymore
And I wonder if I ever crossed your mind
For me it happens all the time

It's a quarter after one, I'm all alone and I need you now
Said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now
And I don't know how I can do without
I just need you now

Another shot of whiskey can't stop looking at the door
Wishing you'd come sweeping in the way you did before
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind
For me it happens all the time

It's a quarter after one, I'm a little drunk and I need you now
Said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now
And I don't know how I can do without
I just need you now

Guess I'd rather hurt than feel nothin at all

It's a quarter after one I'm all alone and I need you now

And I said I wouldn't call but I'm a little drunk and I need you now,

And I don't know how I can do without
I just need you now
I just need you now
Ooo, baby, I need you now

argh!!!

trust...it takes a million years to build up trust but in a second u can break it...true ...but why is it from a person whom i trust so much but broke trust in a second??? :'(

life...

why? why did u have to change that much? life isnt about sorrys onli...its about being there for each other...why/ why did u do tat? i thot we were best frens...i was always wrong...i thot my life was perfect...but i was so wrong...scoldings...blablabla...now even my bestest frens has changed...why cant best frens be best frens 4eva? why did u have to change...i believed that u wouldnt change, u wouldnt hurt my feelings...in the end, i was so wrong...i shouldnt trust anyone who claims to be my best fren...even a good fren will change...become cold to you...life is full of sorrys...but now even a sorrry coming from u wont make me change cuz i've given up on long lasting frenships

blablabla

gt a gd fren now... my own dog... so hyper... anw tmr gt test so sian...
n nd to one whole day of standing makes my leg hurt can feel the bones threatening to give way again. hahaha... lame . cant wait for chinese new year... red packets collecting time... how i wish i cld invite my frens for the party we r gonna have.. feel so empty without my best frens. frens now all tok bout anime n stupid nonsense stuff haiz... pouring my heart out on tis blog...
feel lyk kicking those M.A.T.H.S.....
gtg